Fat Mans Club Day 6 Fasting Lose Weight Fast #diet #fat #obese
Hi Andy....a number of your videos lately have had personal significance to me as they are a bit close to home in that I am going through and working on some of these issues...the last number of years have been recovery for me....mentally...physically...etc...am probably 75percent through the process...at least can see a light at the end of the tunnel now...never thought I would find myself at this spot in my life's journey...but I know it is necessary in order to go forward....57 years old....looking in the mirror for the 1st time truly in years....(see you started traveling right around the same age I went into complete seclusion on my mountain....or what was mine)some very hard circumstances sent me back "into the world"...thought I was done with suffering...wanted to look like others...blend in...be a part....anyhow...what awaited was 4 years of recovery....never had trouble with my weight...my body was strong...my looks would have gotten me in any door if I had chosen to use them that way....sometimes I think maybe I should have...but then...I would be so very sad for that too since anything but truth and goodness is ugly to me....but now....whoa....an older person...my long hair shorter....pounds on me....also recovering from doctors....always handled my health myself with natural means...including fasting...now found myself alone knowing I was needing a nurse....might have died even...wondered how I got to that spot....so now at this age I am trying to learn things others usually learn early...living completely alone....paying bills....and so on...learning what it means to need others...couldn't interact with so many people on your website....too much then....so I am just watching your videos mostly now....touching some on what others are saying...but that is it.....remember me in your fat mans club....but also on any self improvement....I am all for it...but I try not to focus on the how I look aspect....but that I have a clean healthy strong body to live this life in...and that I am my own master at all things....that there is nothing that enslaves me...not even my own human nature...I now am understanding addictions fully also as I have one med prescribed by a doctor I am getting out of my system....not fun...even though others might think such a low dosage would be nothing... for my sensitive brain it is....all my senses like hearing....touch...these are all heightened....a blessing and a curse as all things are I think....guess I have rambled on long enough....probably too much information for an email...oh well...your videos are appreciated...they also are company some for me....you not finishing sentences are not a problem for me....the point always comes across....some brains are wired differently....whether born that way or just by happenings in life....wish I could run into you in Guatemala this spring.....drug out some of my old pictures from Guatemala and Antigua last week....I think things look different now from pictures posted on your site....more deforestation I think....the clothing of the Indians more updated somehow....don't look though like I will be leaving the country anytime soon....will be picking up a travel trailer this week...found a good used one..this time around for travel wherever I want to go while holding onto my home....no mortgage...no debts...very low taxes...later when I know what I want to do...well...I will have this place to sell....plus the travel trailer to live in...perhaps might find a traveling companion for awhile....but going to another country...at this point...couldn't do it alone...unless of course I was very wealthy with money backing me up in every situation....am hoping in the future though......a good day to you, Andy!....soak up the sunshine if you have it today.....J
JanEllen, thanks for sharing. I am an addict in recovery from Alcohol (30 years), I am an addict from cigarettes, I am not sure, I think 25 years. I am an addict, in recovery from workaholic, roughly 16 years. I am an addict of pinball machines, maybe stopped 46 years ago. I am a co-dependent on needy women, maybe in remission for 20 years. I guess for the last 16 years. I suppose I am also a recovered from bad money management, about 20 years. But only for the last 16 have I been bulletproof on my finance. I am fearless not, I have no need to apologize to anyone, I even think I have reconciled my angers with the USA women, the USA government.. LOL. Some addictions we can just shut off, and never look back. like the pinball, and X. I think people take things person, I am the fat man in the video, I am talking about myself, sort of out loud, but I am 100 percent sure I know how to stop any addiction. I have even learned to stop replying to hateful mail, I now know only the super respectful people deserve my time. I am grateful that I was raised in a God family, because without them rules,the 10 commandments, then it is just whatever I can get away with, and not get caught. Obviously, everyone debates about Gods, and right, and wrong, but life is good, and I would rather be on the side of a Christian God, then on the side of the never stop ranting opposites I was a Philosophy Major at Indiana, University, and the professors were ok, but 25 percent needed put in a straight jacket, or told to go associate with normal people. I have spent the last 19 years of my life, talking, and living with ordinary people in 107 countries, maybe 20 percent of my time talking with Expats, who are far from normal, but very good conversationalist, and like a John Steinbeck book, so good fun. I love live, and am grateful. Addictions are like passionate love that drive us crazy, we either go off the deep end, we can negotiate a stand still or we can conquer them. I have conquered them, because I now longer use my will power to try to stop. I use the will power of all my good friends, with the help of others, we can do anything, alone, we just are alone.