Dean in Spain Seed That, Maybe I, Am a Hypocritical Traveler to Return to Lake Atitlan?

I must have said in a video that I was not returning to Lake Atitlan, and Dean sees as hypocritical traveler. I see my travel decisions as only my decision, and even if I say one thing, and do another, this is how to have a great life, to only do what we need, or want.