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Chaos is my Paradise

I want you to watch this video, it explains how normal people are often asleep, and do not want to be disturbed. Explanations of my chaotic life wakes up people, this is not always a good thing, but it may be the best thing.

Chaos: Lacking Predictability

Not Predictable
Why is this important to me, I have this quirky way of writing, that somehow engages the minds of readers, it can make some long deep seated feelings come bursting to the surface, the reader than proceeds to try to provoke, mock, and destroy my sense of happiness with torrents of comments. They do not destroy my calm, it cannot work, writing is like a sport to me, the goal is to make readers feel. When I want, I can easily avoid playing, while they are obsessed with what they see an insult, they continue to return to this well, and try to attack again and again, they cannot leave, I awoke them, the reader felt something. I see my life as a chaotic paradise, which is confusing to people Happiness is not being in a Five Star resort surrounded by bikinis, happiness is when we are in chaos, we are happy, and we know it is paradise.

Thank you David for sending the link to this video, I enjoy insightful explanations.

Sosua, Dominican Republic --- Saturday, February 13, 2010
By Andy Graham of
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I change my home daily, or weekly, I never have the same bed, the same closet, and the same showers. The rules of my existence change daily, I cannot anticipate that tomorrow will be the same as yesterday.

I enjoy being awake, if I fall asleep, I will travel to a more chaotic situation, a place where my mind is challenged, where I am alive. Readers come and go, some wake up, and maybe stay awake, others just go back to sleep. It is not comfortable to be awake, it means we have to care, feel, and accept that life is good, or bad, and it is our responsibility.

Haiti was paradise, this beach Resort called Sosua is just me stopping to clean up my internet house, the calm before the storm.

All this mans videos are maybe here: Anthony de Mello

Chaos is my Paradise


I have been reading comments for years, some are vicious sociopaths, others are confused, others are enlightened, others take my ideas, and add more.

I try to weigh the intentions. I know many writers want to steal the topic, make the theme their, diminish my intention. I allow this, knowing that many will go down the wrong path.

I write for the one, not for the many, there is always one who stays the course and finds the best path. To follow the group is comfortable, but to live outside the group is in my opinion to be alive.

Scott, I weigh you by your intentions, but the person who really should be evaluating your intentions is you. Are you trying to suggest solutions, or are you just being Michael Moore, denigrating me or an idea for your own personal magnification of personality.


I am just the messenger, I will again thank David for pointing out this man of clarity in the midst of chaos.


Dave, you said,
"shame that now i have to go hunting for the link to find the blog nowadays"

I am confused, the link to the Travel Blog on every page: Click on the Hobo Graphic that says BLOG. I then have the link Journal on every pages of the site in the exact same location. This is about a plastered on the site as I can be, short of coming and helping you to click.

The sitelinks could be better, but the name of the blog has never changed. I am thinking of just calling it writings by Andy Graham.

Tell me where would be better, I am all ears. We even have it in the RSS feeds again, even though I do not recommend this for Traveler. (Use Google Reader if you do.)

I think you do not read, you are frustrated with life, more than you read, better to subscribe and not get yourself confused.

I want older people, say over 40 to subscribe, they are the best readers, they have some humility and do not just jump the way the younger techheads do. This is why I am promoting subscribe, plus, they have the money and do not have any sense of pride in say, I do not click on Ads, they click on what is good for them.

i do my best to keep the techies off the site, I annoy them when possible. They believe they are clever, become the king of trolls.

I subscribe by email to page I want to read, I must if I want to read in Haiti offline, because RSS feed is not good for travelers.

I just subscribed to Scientific American, I do not like to read Travel stuff, too boring, I guess I live it too much.

I put the word Journal on the site, because I know Google is smart. They are going to put all the Wordpress Blogs at the lowest rank possible soon. I cannot use the word Blog too much in good SEO cousious.

Search Engine Optimization. I do not answer to Readers, but I do answer to Google, this is a horrible feeling. I daily must shore up the pages to make them stay out of the supplemental and google goes corporate to the n-th degree.