I think there are wave of energy in the body, like the word Karma, there is energy depletion and energy restoration. I could say a person is stressed out and then they recuperate. Whatever the case, sometimes travel is a real emotional vampire. I find India sucks the morrow from my bone, and then breaks them. I am happy to say that Bassam is exactly what the doctor ordered, a day full of nothing and curiosity. I am not overwhelmed or attacked by the locals, I have just the exact amount of privacy, and however, I am not too alone. If they had the Nescafe Ice babies, I would be in heaven and of course, a room priced right. I am annoyed in the Hobo mentality at the prices. Like living in France and not having and French girls. Although the girls here may be a lot better in all ways, have not spent enough time in France to be sure.
I am at level six, not so high; however, I can feel the rebuilding of energy. I am thinking I need to get to at least eight before I venture to the next location. I am trying change Hotels and that is not working. There is staff here in this hotel, the other hotels are barren, not even staff to talk with, I could go more up market and really get bored. I am about ready to explore at night; this would mean my energy is at seven, and a good sign. When I go out every night, I am at eight, when I stay home every night, not a good sign, probably a 4.
I am always amazed at the lack of empathy for me, when I am down, I have readers write me and say give up, go home. I got down at home, what a silly reason to stop, when I stop, it will not be because I had a bad month. I drank a lot in the past; I cannot relate to bad day, I had bad years.